Have we finally grown apart, are my eyes really so closed that I couldn’t see what was happening right in front of me? did I really just lose everything important to me, did I really lose him like that?
I’m sorry that I’m such a brat, I’m sorry that I expect so much, I’m sorry that I don’t know how to deal with things, im sorry that I’m inconsiderate, I’m sorry if I hurt you, I’m sorry if I’ve changed for the worse, I’m sorry…I’m just so fucking sorry nd I don’t know why I always manage to screw up. I’m falling apart day by day. I’m moving out of my home to live with my grandma, Im trying to find a job to support myself, I’m constantly being put into back to wall situations and it’s fucking me over mentally so I’m sorry that I trip out about pointless shit. I don’t want to lose u too….you’re the last thing in my life worth fighting for
A lil’ perspective and u realize that the very thing breakin ur heart is jus makin u stronger…..just learn to get over things ~It’s always darkest before the dawn